Keller: Drop out of the ‘Old School’
Years ago, as I was walking one morning, I was stopped by a young man whom I would see occasionally but didn’t know his name.
“How are you feeling?” he asked, evidently knowing that I recently had colon cancersurgery.
“I’m doing fine,” I answered. “The cancerous tumor was removed. I didn’t need a colostomy and I won’t need chemotherapy. God’s been good to me.”
He continued. “My dad died a few years ago from colon and bladder cancer.” Without hesitating, he shared, “When my dad was on his deathbed, my wife and I went to visit him. Before entering the room, my wife said that it was time for me to make amends with my dad. I told her that I didn’t know if I could do that.”
He then described his relationship with his dad. “My dad was from the ‘old school.’ He ruled our house with this! (He made a clenched fist.) The abuse I suffered left a scar, but not deeper than the abuse he dished out to my mom. He would beat her, sometimes for no reason. I hated him for that. Maybe hate is not the right word. Those memories still bring back pain, but I thank God for my last visit with my dad. I took my wife’s advice and made amends to the best of my ability.”
He continued, “I told my dad that I forgave him for everything he ever did to me and my mom.” I said, ‘You know, dad, the only thing I ever wanted to hear from you is that you loved me.’ I wanted his approval and love so much!”
As he talked, I could feel the sincerity of his emotions.He concluded our conversation with this, “I’m glad I was able to tell my dad that I not only forgave him, but I also loved him.”
As we departed, he said, “I guess my dad loved me the only way he could.” He repeated, “You know, he was from the ‘old school.”‘
As I continued my walk, I thought — ‘old school.’ I wondered how many ‘old school’ graduates destroyed families, many without the chance to make amends.
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